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Monday, August 31, 2009

what's so amazing about grace?

so the blogosphere has not seen me in a while, nor I, it.
here's the short story:

1. had some troubles at work
2. went to the base for some comfort, prayer & time to let God guide me
3. ended up doing some graphic work for the base directors
4. loved it.
5. went to brisbane with the DTS and prayer ministry to do an impartation visit to another base which went amazingly!
6. God is really turning & churning & stirring & shaking my life my heart & all I know! And it really hurts! But I'm daily amazed anew, at His grace.
7. I am coming back to YWAM full time in Jan 2010, starting with staffing my first DTS. Can't wait!

elaboration to come (most likely!)


Thursday, August 13, 2009

somewhere in between

God's still breaking and moulding me.
Terribly sore at times but gooood.

work was rough last week,
but God showed Himself so faithful
I didn't want to be alone anymore
so I came to the base
and ended up getting some work done, which is good.
I've been at the base doing some graphic design work
and this time it didn't make me want to poke my eyes out.
Yay LORD! haha

yesterday it was our regular intercession and fasting day,
but we also had a 12hour prayer time (rotating)
which was off the hook.
I got to lead worship for the beginning and end session
and man, God moved hard out.
so humbling!
Got new revelation of intimacy with God.
Goooooooooood.

I got to sit in on part of a DTS lecture today on destiny.
And was reminded once again of what God's
been speaking a lot lately,
just about pursuing character over giftings and even anointing.
good word.
lots of thinking and processing happening.

So I am coming back to IBSydney on staff next January
beginning with staffing a DTS in early Feb.
I'm stoked.. but I wonder what the rest of this year holds.

Been feeling for a bit now...
there is a change coming.
A significant one.
I might not like it and generally I'm not huge on change,
bu I'm getting better and feel like God is really preparing me
for things to come.
In my closest friendships, ministry and my walk with Him.

Thursday, August 6, 2009

kia kaha

God's bringing up heart issues of late
deep ones.
feels like my soul & heart are being shredded
beyond all recognition..
but maybe that's the point.

it feels like too much to take.

today I was at work and fear was all over me
I felt a bunch of unclean spirits and demons
standing around taunting me
I could almost see them.

So I did the only thing I knew...
...declared Who God is and Who I am in Him.
immediately better.

ha!

He is still God & He is fighting for me.


kia kaha
kia toa
be strong
be brave